1 day trip

i went to a one day trip 2day...
with my hub n his frens...
seriously... it is not a perfect trip...
i think there was a problem between me n him...
ya... a problem which already happen since last time...
i dunno whether is my problem or his?
mayb juz bcoz i cannot put it down...
haha... mayb some of u will think wat's tat problem?
juz a little problem but it hurts me alot...
smoke...
i knew he's smoke since i knew him...
n i thought he will try to change bcoz of me...
haha... i m so naif isnt it?
whr got ppl can stop smoking bcoz a girl???
yes... i think i m...
actually, i m not tat hate cigratte...
juz bcoz tat time he did smt bad to me n make me hate him smoke...
haha... yea... the RM7 cinema ticket happen...
which make me hurts all the time til now...
i know it's was pass...
but the scar is not tat easy to recover...
haha... ya... maybe i m the 1 who expecting to much...
i m the 1 who very naif and childish...
i m not tat mature.. n mayb n mayb i m not suit to him...
evrytime i keep thinking...
why did he choosed me?
there are so many girls in his world, n they are all more mature than me...
i m not sure whter can i be a gd gf,
but the only thing is i love him...
mayb some arguements is good for a relationship...
but.. it's tired to have arguements...